Archive for July, 2012

I miss her

Tuesday, July 31st, 2012

I miss Sonia so much.

.expectations.

Tuesday, July 31st, 2012

In a cheap hotel with bedbugs in downtown Los Angeles I jerk off at least three times a day The only effect Lexapro seems to have is increased sex drive There was a famous model in the radio studio tonight Bored with life, jaded, alone, looking for a way out... As some kind of twisted ...

living…dying…

Saturday, July 21st, 2012

Your beauty moves like silk across a bed of nails Trust no one and never get too close Endless evil, endless vision, endless intelligence but don't be fooled...pain is your friend and ...blood runs over your lips... I walk out the door of the studio that we built... ...no one has ever taken a serious ...

Locked

Tuesday, July 17th, 2012

There are times, hard times, in your life when hope seems like a distant memory and love continually smashes you in the face with bricks of bestial laughs. I sit here in this castle built from shame and embarrassment, teething at the thought of putting my skin through the blade. ...