Archive for the ‘Everything’ Category

The six shooter and the raven’s feather

Friday, April 26th, 2013

Sometimes we forget. We forget what it was like before the darkness consumed. We forget what it was like before the dead nerves and constipated mind. There is this thing called happiness and you may only get a fractured glimpse...but hold on to it for as long as you can ...

$46,183.61.

Thursday, March 7th, 2013

$46,183.61 gone. I gave it to charity and to dreams that only a fool would imagine. Personal attacks. Public forums. Judgement. Pleasure. Copulation. Singularity. Insanity. Pure unadulterated anger. $46,183.61 sent to hell and the snowballs have turned to plasmic decay ...

Too young. Too old.

Thursday, March 7th, 2013

I'm stuck in this purgatory of too young and too old Trying to understand the self while crawling toward divinity I've been told I'm too smart for my own good...this is true While I see others content on ignorance...a life gone by...you'd think I'd appreciate where I've been and where I'm going... Words are ...

Sonia Withdrawal

Saturday, January 12th, 2013

Tip toeing through the attic of the mind Broken picture frames of hell born memories of you, standing there with those eyes so insane of you, laying naked on the floor, drunk, beautiful of you, in New York City, ready to get the fuck away from this psycho of you, in Los Angeles, turning heads ...

Words that used to…

Wednesday, December 26th, 2012

She told me to meet her at the Down and Out and I did. when? She's doing sound there. First time doing live sound and in her typical fashion, she has her notebook, scribbling down bits and pieces of information in a way that only she can decipher. This was last night. ...

Pendulum

Tuesday, December 25th, 2012

There was man, who wanted to badly to be human. He wanted so badly to be sane. It was this desire to be happy that lead him to a hell that only a handful of people understand. He has money, a good job, people he can call friends, people ...

You want me to leave.

Monday, December 24th, 2012

I didn't have to see you there...showing affection, showing me how much you don't care about my feeling, how much you don't give a shit about how bad it hurts me to see you with another man, a man that is afraid, a man good enough to treat you right, ...

Dose

Thursday, October 25th, 2012

She comes in small doses I couldn't handle the whole pill I thought I had a hold on her but her power is too much for me There she is...always beautiful Always alive Always amazing Just thinking about her smile makes me hard We laugh and play around and sometimes I get away with more than I expected but ...

Dick in the ocean

Thursday, October 4th, 2012

I stare at the ice as it melts under warm water in the sink I'm fascinated by simple things in the physical world You don't want him but you can't leave him You don't want me but you wish you did You're trying to do the right thing on the surface but you're preparing ...

Still fat

Sunday, August 12th, 2012

With help from pills, I turn my brain on and off I went to the gym and then I ate four turkey patties with nothing I walked back and forth from the studio multiple times It's hot here in LA I have a new apartment I have no furniture I got frustrated with my mother Even though ...